So far...

Here I am... Settling into the cool, crisp weather of Autumn. This has to be my favorite time of year. The leaves changing, the temperature dropping, fresh apples and the smell of cinnamon in the air. I have been working, semi steadily since I last wrote. It's not the greatest paying job but I enjoy it. I am grateful for it. I have also taken up some pagan studies, after experiencing a few rituals with some new friends. For the first time in my life I feel as though I have found something that does feel fake or contrived. I don't feel like this is being forced upon me and again I am happy. As I come to understand the Heathen Beliefs better and more thoroughly, I shall write about them and my findings. The one thing I am trying first is meditation. I feel that if I can get into a "habit" of daily meditation, it will help decrease the stress I experience and may even help me quit smoking, again. We shall see.